Great Realizations

Spring has officially begun. The period of hibernation is over. Who's hibernating, you ask? Well, my shorts, solid tees, and flips flops! Say bye to jackets and coats, and hello to some skin! Nothing puts me in a better mood than the sun. Let's just hope it doesn't get too too hot this summer. Me and extreme sweat just do not get along.

Life from month to month has been one new surprise, adventure, or struggle after another on my side. I tend to look back and laugh at some moments and learn from others. I've recently discovered what I'm really looking for in terms of types of friendships, relationships, and career options. I got thrown into a career that I thought I wouldn't enjoy or do for a very long time, but have figured out that I'm truly good at the service I provide to the business world. I find out tomorrow whether I get to keep doing this - layoffs are hitting closer to home, it seems. At first I was terribly worried, but then realized - I'm only 22, and my life as a Twenty-Something has just begun. I'm moving so fast they want to lay me off at 22! Pretty fascinating if you take a step back and realize the age and situation. I have extreme confidence in my talent and abilities that I really have come to terms that I'll be fine no matter what happens. Deep down, I know I'm keeping my job, but it's good to think that even if I didn't, it'll all be okay. Tomorrow is a big day.

The social situation has been very interesting lately. I've been learning a lot about people just by listening more and paying attention closely to interactions. I enjoy people who smile, who have something to say that is worthwhile or uplifting, who just bring the best out of myself and other people. I'm glad to have the big circle of friends that I do. Everyone has their own uniqueness and charm. Blessings. In the world of dating - I'm still coming short, but learning oh so much. More about what kind of guy I'm looking for and what opportunities there are out there. I'll eventually find someone, for now learning and playing is fine with me! Being daring is also the name of the game. I'm beginning to be more ballsy in all kinds of situations. Showing that you have power over your life and what direction you want to take it is key. I believe it's helped boost my confidence and to better accept failure and disappointments.

Tomorrow. Is major.